He is big enough now that I watch my belly ripple as he kicks, hiccups and does summersaults.
Its so crazy for me to think I am past the half way point and Im only a couple weeks away that (heaven forbid) if he were born he is considered viable. I love hitting these milestones.
Its kinda crazy to analyze some of my thoughts. I forget Im pregnant all the time. I have people ask you're having another one, how far along are you , etc. and it will catch me off guard almost as if I have a big belly with no baby in it and that person just stuck their foot in their mouth. Sometimes when he kicks for a split second I think what was that. When I see Ultrasounds It seems as if it's my friends belly and I'm there for support. Its so hard to explain but I hear that other surrogates see it the same way. Ive even wondered can this baby feel that the connection that is not there. I hope he know how much he is loved.
|Thank you to Erin with Pink Daffodil photography for taking this photo |