Me as a Gestational Carrier!!

** A moment in my Tummy, forever in my heart**

Thank you for visiting my blog! I'm not the best writer so bare with me as I try to tell about my experience :) I am a mom of 4 ranging from ages 13-3. About 12 years ago I decided that one day I would help a family bring a child into this world. In 2011 I met my first Intended family and delivered a baby boy on Aprils fools Day 2012. I now am matched with my second family and I look forward to what this journey brings to us.

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Im 22 weeks!!!!!!

He is big enough now that I watch my belly ripple as he kicks, hiccups and does summersaults.
Its so crazy for me to think I am past the half way point and Im only a couple weeks away that (heaven forbid) if he were born he is considered viable. I love hitting these milestones.  

Its kinda crazy to analyze some of my thoughts. I forget Im pregnant all the time. I have people ask you're having another one,  how far along are you , etc. and it will catch me off guard almost as if I have a big belly with no baby in it and that person just stuck their foot in their mouth.  Sometimes when he kicks for a split second I think what was that. When I see Ultrasounds It seems as if it's my friends belly and I'm there for support. Its so hard to explain but I hear that other surrogates see it the same way. Ive even wondered can this baby feel that the connection that is not there. I hope he know how much he is loved. 

Thank you to Erin with Pink Daffodil photography for taking this photo