Me as a Gestational Carrier!!

** A moment in my Tummy, forever in my heart**

Thank you for visiting my blog! I'm not the best writer so bare with me as I try to tell about my experience :) I am a mom of 4 ranging from ages 13-3. About 12 years ago I decided that one day I would help a family bring a child into this world. In 2011 I met my first Intended family and delivered a baby boy on Aprils fools Day 2012. I now am matched with my second family and I look forward to what this journey brings to us.

Friday, January 18, 2013

Gratefully matched

I had mentioned before about dating, so this is not really a surprise that "I'm Matched" but I wanted to tell my story.

Back in November I was talking to a family that lived in another state. I fell in love with this mom but unfortunately it fell through because of my issue with the medications in my last journey.  We have kept in touch and I am so happy to hear that they were able to find another amazing surro and things are going great.

In the meantime the lawyer that had introduced me to my last Intended parents had mentioned that he had a family looking and he thought I would be perfect for them. At the time I was so nervous about a local couple but also looking forward to another local couple.

We had met and ended up talking for four hours. You could tell that they truly were curious about me and not just my uterus. The dad was not feeling well but he held it together very well.  The next day I called them and said "I am really sorry and I feel horrible but you are stuck with me a really long time" I confused her but then she yelled " We have a baby mamma!"

Since then I am so amazed with how my life has changed.  About 6 months ago I was feeling that maybe I was not allowed to have a journey that I had in my head but now I know I can. I have found so much healing and forgiveness in my past because this family has stepped in my life. I truly feel that we will be close no matter our future and they are a true blessing in my life.

On Christmas day they came over and my Intended mom brought me the sweetest gift. When I opened it she said "This is because you're my angel".  

Well I hope I can always be an Angel in their eyes and I will work my hardest to be an amazing carrier for their little sweet pea. I keep thinking this week that what will I be saying a year from now. I just hope I will be saying that they have a baby in their arms and I have been able to be apart of their dream.

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